They say time heals all wounds, but does it always...?

    As I am about to go to bed this evening, I keep thinking. As I always do, of the two most beautiful angels to ever leave this Earth. Of course, I think of them every single day....even if I don't even try to. And then I think. This year, on February 20th, 2013, the one year anniversary of the accident, I will be off on my adventures at Disney. Though I can't predict the future, I can just picture and imagine how hard this day is going to be for me. Being so far away from home without anyone who knows the significance or the feelings and memories of that day, and those weeks of complete sorrow that myself and so many others went through. I can't put into words the feeling that I get when I think of Megan and Jordan, or any of the other girls for that matter, and the fact that they truly are gone. To this day, almost 8 months later, it still seems completely surreal. I wish I could explain the feeling but the only thing that comes is just an extremely heavy heart and soft, watery eyes.
    They say time heals all wounds, and forever I was a huge believer in that....but since this accident I have been having a really hard time believeing in it. Yes, it does get a little bit easier (and even that is hard to truly say), but it is definitely not healed. There are still times when it kills and crushes just as much as hearing the news for the first time. I don't think those feelings will ever be healed. Despite it all, we can just cherish laughs and memories that we have, that will live on forever. <3 
    There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of either of you. Rest peacefully, you beautiful angels. Keep watching over each of us and sending us in the right directions with those big smiles, one-of-a-kind giggles, and magnificently stunning souls.